Thursday 17 October 2013

In the moment of madness

In the moment of maddness
The truth comes out
And when it does
Why cry and shout

For no one shall listen
No matter what
And that is something
Streetlife has taught

Never trust no one
No never at all
So stand and be proud
No matter if you fall

Then rise again
And never give up
For its the only answer
In the world of luck

Which could be bad
Or it could be good
So always remember this
In you neighbourhood

For the butterfly
Is like a rose
It's surely pretty
As it grows

But went it withers
And simply dies
The butterfly
Tells no lies

It simply goes
To that special place
To come back
In everyones face

Laughing, smiling
And having fun
For that's real life
For everyone

Ups and downs


Ups and downs
Merrygorounds
Many people
With many frowns

Acting clowns
In many towns
Many people
Listening to sounds

So unique
From the street
Many people
Like to repeat

As a treat
As they turn up the heat
Many people
Lie and cheat

In school classes
To the masses
Many people
Wearing glasses

With backstage passes
As lightening flashes
Many people
Hearing drumbeat smashes

Along with trance
Making that stance
Many people
Simply dance

On the chance
From here to france
Many people
With world romance

To drum & bass
Of their face
Many people
Go to outerspace

In the human race
With the love of grace
Many people
Simply give chase

With untied lace
Which is ace
Many people
Simply imbrace

Hip-Hop rap
With a top hat
Many people
Fall in your lap

Splittity splatt
And all that
Many people
Talking crap

Along with R&B
Flowing free
Many people
Simply see

The rthythmic plea
Of the world at sea
Many people
Including you and me

Lifes just a jungle


Life's just a jungle
As we live day by day
Looking to the future
Which is mysterious and Gray

Hoping for that moment
To simply shine through
Yet there is always someone
Who wants to mess with you

So what would you do
When this moment occurs
Sending you into rage
As everything becomes blur

Would you stand and fight
Even if you lose your house
Along with your children
Partner or spouse

And even go to prison
For going over the edge
For never to return
Because of furious rage

Or would you walk away
And let things be
To become a complete coward
For the world to see

Sometimes its not worth it
And people can change
Until that day comes
When you seek revenge

Because its been niggling at you
One day at a time
Killing your street cred
Just like this rhyme

Then you explode
Simply out of the blue
At the very right time
Away from cameras too

In a back street or alley
Simply one on one
Out of the sight of people
Without the power of the gun

And if you win
Then you got a result
And if you lose
It's not your fault

But at least you did it
Old school rules
With fists and feet
And no dammed tools

And at the end
You respect each other
As if you where family
A proper street brother

But gangs these days
Don't have any rules
For whatever they use
Wither guns or tools

Make them feel strong
And others feel scared
Which makes life on the street
Tough it is said

Saturday 12 October 2013

Oh what a lovely moment


Oh what a lovely moment
When you came to me
As I was creating sculptures
Right down by the sea

Sleeping in my sleeping bag
All by myself
Hoping for something special
Not worrying about my health

Drinking loads of beer
And partying all night
Oh what a moment
Oh what a beautiful sight

With many other people
Living out on the road
Hoping to get a place
All no fixed abode

Yet I am an artist
Who's got a place
Yet I still create magic
While getting of my face

Yet I also help others
Like you did for me
But I am missing you
To a main degree

With butterflies in my belly
I don't know what to do
So I wrote this simple poem
So I could remember you

For you are so special
I hope you really know
That's taken my heart
And made it really glow

While advising me
In what I should do
But I'm lost in the moment
When I first met you

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

I know it seems crazy
But I had to write this
Even though
It all started with a kiss
That lead to something
Far more Divine
And now I can say
You've simply blown my mind

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

You'll never understand
The way I feel
Which maybe to you
Is no big deal
But to me
It is real
And means so much
That I don't want to fail

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

I'll never hurt you
Not with my fist
For I'm not like that
Even though I get pissed
In a way
That surely will be missed
Yet this is life
One big risk

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

I hope this is love
That's happened at last
So lets enjoy life
And have a blast
Forever and ever
As many years past
For life is too short
And surely goes fast

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

So take my hand
My darling dear
And never worry
For I am here
Doing my thing
Like a spear
As we together
Shed a tear

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

Or when we dance
In the moonlit sky
With our hearts
Skipping beats why?
As we listen
And as we cry
About the past
As we say goodbye

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

Even though
The real truth is
I LOVE YOU
With every kiss
As we entangle
In one bliss
For that moment
We could not miss

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

Sending us
Way out of control
On a one way street
To achieve that goal
With all our love
In its specific role
Now that's real love
As two become whole

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

Taking us
Way into outer space
As we live life
In an absolute blaze
Doing what we do
In a complete daze
Becoming a couple
With paparazzi in our face

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

Now believe it or not
This is true
As I simply
Make love to you
All night long
Like we do
In a passionate moment
That's crazy too

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

As two become one
Simply for free
As my heart melts
Deep inside thee
Giving you passion
For eternity
Now that's real love
That's meant to be

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

Oh yes
It is true
That's why
I wrote this for you
To show you something
How do you do
So remember these words
I REALLY LOVE YOU

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

Oh yes it is

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

It surely is true

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

I really do

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

I REALLY LOVE YOU

La lala la la lala lala la
La lala la la lala lala la

Stand be proud


Stand be proud of who you are
That may take you really far
Even if you have no car
Don't you worry words have power

Even if people rip you off
Keep on going you got the love
As you fly with the white winged dove
As you respect whats FREE LOVE

In a world of love and hate
You will help your fellow mate
In a way they will relate
No matter if your in a state

For you know what you have done
Oh yes my friends simply for fun
Because you know your no bum
And don't need the power of the gun

Yet paedophiles you do beat
As your anger shows your heat
And gives you power upon the street
For what you've done this I repeat

So stand be counted oh by far
And show the people who you are
Even though you've been behind bars
Your just really a shinning star

Who's done justice in your own way
And changed your life day by day
To rise up and make that play
With these words I love to say

For the world to understand
In a life that's not planned
Without money which is grand
To hurt paedophiles and be that man

Yet you can change and be free
But always remember the way to be
And that is help those just like me
For life is hard with no degree

Yet some will carry on to the top
Like Charles Bronson who didn't stop
And many people he did drop
Behind those bars chop, chop

So go on and live the dream
If you know what I mean
Stand be counted and be seen
For you know now that your clean

To do what you want to do
With the power of the words inside you
That will shock the world too
For many family's will love you

For they wouldn't like what they do
To happen to their kids too
So don't be scared of what you do
For your only human like me too

So stand be counted my fellow man
And be excepted on this land
Now live the dream I demand
So the world can understand

For your not bad you are good
For doing your thing in their neighbourhood
That probably no one else would
So their kids could grow up good

Hip Hip Hooray
Is what we all say
To these people every day
Even though you get no pay
At least our kids can simply play

So don't you think you ever did wrong
For you know where you belong
That is why I wrote this song
To give you courage to be strong

For your their heros oh yeah man
Who helped them out you understand
And you did your time in the can
Now join in and sing this jam

Hip hip hooray
Is what we all say
To these people every day
Even though they get no pay
All our kids can simply play

In a world of love and hate
This is something most can relate
And praise you all my fellow mates
For what you do is really great

So Hip Hip Hooray
Is what we all say
To these people every day
Who are real heros in many a way
Who deserve more at the end of the day

Friday 4 October 2013

You don't understand


You don't understand
What I'm gonna say
And you don't want to
Really believe me
Even though
We got our problems I say
I know
You didn't want to leave me
In the heat of the moment 
As the words came out
I didn't know
What I was saying
I just said it 
Without a doubt
In bed
Where I was laying

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

This is real life
And you could of been the one
But I got it wrong
How stupid how dumb
But you became what others said
But would I believe them
But now you have twisted up my head
So I had to write this down in pen

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

Its not funny 
What you did
But life is surly better now
Now that you've got rid
Of that person that you hate
Which is flipping well me
And I thought you where my mate
And soul for eternity

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

Who is the flipping mug
For i'm still here creating magic
And your now taking drugs
Oh fuck isn't that tragic
While I drink now and again
As I do what I do
Even though your a pain
I will always simply love you

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

Maybe I should be doing the same
Enjoying life at its best
Which is no real big game
But i'm stupid nevertheless
Even though I wish you where here
Enjoying it all simply with me
But I told you to disappear
So I could simply live life free

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

This is not really funny
When bombs go off 
And you lose a child
So full of love
It wasn't my child 
That I did hold
Dead in my arms
That was pure gold
As flash backs happen
What would you do
I know for a fact
You haven't got a clue

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

You didn't give me a chance
I got problems just like you
Oh what a big romance
I say simply true
Yet life can be cruel
In many many ways
And I have ran out of fuel
But true love always stays

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 







Now a here a we a go


Now a here a we a go
What am I gonna say
Is gonna feel crazy
In a crazy way
As my anger boils over
Day by day
Now a here a we a go a
What can I say
For the devil wants to take control
Givin me passion for my specific roll
Even though I'm not on the dole
I keep doing things to achieve my goal
Getting into trouble that's not good
Yet this is life in any neighbourhood
Doing things and being rude
 Just to earn pennies for my food
Even shoplifting in the past
Going clubbing and having a blast
Rhyming words incredibly fast
This is me now at last
Creating art which is cool
Turning around from being a fool
Who didn't learn much really at school
Now pebbles and words are my main tool
To break away from the norm
To create an almighty massive storm
In a way to be reborn
And my words will stick like a thorn
Into your heart forever and ever
As people say I'm real clever
But this is life one big endeavour
So I won't die now surely never

Going Against The Grain


Going against the grain
With no one to blame
Like the flickering
Of a burning flame
To change your life around
From sleeping on the ground
To writing poetry
And creating sculptures in many towns
So now I'm an artist
Dr Geebers is my name
Who doesn't care about religion
Or rising up to fame
For I live day by day
In a really crazy way
To show the world something different
This I simply say
Even though I have problems
I still have love to give
Through art and poetry
For its the way I live

How could you cope

How could you cope
At a time when nothings cool
Going completely crazy
Like some kind of fool
Crying all the time
With very little sleep
As the flashbacks they take over
Turning you into a creep
Never want to see them
Which messes with your head
Oh dear no not again
Feeling like the living dead
Reliving that simple day
When bang goes a bomb
A what you gonna do
As everything goes wrong
As windows smash round you
As people scream in fear
As a mushroom fills the air
Which is so dammed near
Then a deadly silence
But what can you do
As people run in chaos
Along with your mates too
What are you doing
You don't really care
You got to save life's
If anyone's alive there
Digging in the aftermath
Not knowing what you'll find
As others shout around you
Clouding up your mind
Then someone shouts found one
Oh no it's one of our crew
As he went to get us lunch
With someone else too
Yet he wasn't breathing
He was dead at the scene
Now I'm reliving this nightmare
Which is no flipping dream
Then someone shouts found another
As I dig as fast as I can
Not another work man
Now that wasn't the plan
So I dig even deeper
Looking for someone to blame
Yet I'm completely shocked
For life is no game
Then I felt something wet
But couldn't see what it could be
So I dig even harder
Hoping to save someone you see
Then my eyes met something horrible
And I didn't know what to do
Except pull it from the rubble
Now my heads messed up too
With no arm or legs
And blood coming out its eyes
Oh what a nightmare
As I begin to cry

I'm holding a little toddler
Really close to my chest
I can't let it go
My head an absolute mess

Now who could do this
To someone so young
Which has messed up my life
Which is not fun

I can't even hold my own kids
Which is sad to say
But maybe I will get over this
And will hold them someday

So what would you do
In a way that's hard to bare
When your just a civilian
That simply does care

Would you turn to alcohol
And want to give up the fight
Well now it's my turn
To see the bright light

And try to use my art
And poetry I write
To show the world one thing
Good can come out of bad al-right.

For 17 years now I have been having nightmares about holding this child and never had no help to overcome my problems. The reality many people see things and react in many ways. Some by violence, some by drinking and some by taking drugs to block what happened. I was abused as a child but could never tell anyone and after this bomb went off my life changed. I took life into my own hands and punished those who hurt children. I ended up in prison over this but was released after 2 months after charges where dropped.  Many times I have been questioned by authorities for hurting paedophiles but they could never prove anything. I am very proud to be the man I am and believe more people should stand up for our younger generation.